Went to a dear friends birthday party,  whom I haven't seen in a year or so... since a rough time in my life. 

I realized I have a 2 hour time limit to socializing. 

I enjoyed catching up,  dancing for a bit a few drinks, as I was driving. Food,  water and laughs was always what one needs. But,  I noticed that. I didn't even want to dance. 

I thought that was just happening when we're went to the club; I guess not...

I wonder if my trauma will ever allow me to be the extrovert I used to be.